Emotional state: Fragile
It has taken me a long time to get to this point. I am married to a great guy and have two beautiful girls who are the light of my life. I don't really know what else to say about my life apart from the fact it all seems so hard. And I don't really know why.
I can't promise that I will say anything profound, or meaningful. And I probably won't be very prolific (I don't twitter and I rarely update my status on facebook) but hopefully by writting stuff down, I can work through some things. I am going to try this every day and see how it goes.
My interests in life are really bland. I love books, movies, TV, cooking and music. I love seeing live bands. I love the release that listening to loud music gives me. It gives my churning brain a rest. Reading easy mindless fluff works in a similar way.
This may not work for me, but it is time to try something different
